Just feeling really, really weary. Been getting more sick since sunday and I have absolutely no heart to go for the MA paper tomorrow. I haven't done my cheat sheet, I've never even seen like half the syllabus before. It'll be a miracle if I can do more than 2 questions tomorrow. How many questions are there? I don't know, I didn't check out the exam format either. I don't even feel like stepping into the exam hall.
I just think you should go for it and give your best, to finish well. You know what I mean?
Yeah I know you mean. My parents want me to finish this sem well regardless of where I'll be next sem. I did too. But well I guess I lost any sense of purpose in being here long ago. Sigh. I don't know.
Sorry again if you end up reading this.
shucks. sounds like me. we're on the same boat. but whatever it is, you know very well in your heart that your life is already in good hands, even before you're born.
ReplyDeletehard to accept when all you receive is shit and bad stuff. but all these will pass in a matter of 2-3 years. what is it compared to the other 20-40 years? as much as i find it difficult to believe this that i'm gonna say, i am and will try to believe. "trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." - proverbs 3:5-6
I'm just waiting for all this to be over and start in NIE. I've been passing today to get to tomorrow since Feb, hopefully in a few weeks time that will change...
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