Desire
There are a lot of things I desire that are yet to be. Nothing that can be done but pursuing and waiting...
Watched night at the museum 2 at Plaza Sing with my sec 1's, don't understand why people said it was bad, I found it funny though. After that we went to the arcade for a bit and it was bball/racing. Cedric proudly announced how man he was after doing a dramatic crash-in-first-5-secs-of-the-game 4th place comeback to 1st .
Service, shortly after worship I wanted to just walk out, but just stayed in the end. Eunice came over to sit next to me midway through service. The hippers will be another group of people I'll really miss... All the talk of healing and people sharing testimonies, I wanted healing for my knee. The wound has been there since Jan 24th, bursting again every now and then, bleeding and drying again but never going away. Tore it again just on friday and while bathing after swimming the floor was a light orange cause of the blood. How so much blood came from a wound that wasn't very big is beyond me. Anyway I just wanted a miracle, a breakthrough, maybe a reason to stay? Eunice prayed for me, when Pastor Jenn made a call near the end of service I went up and Nathania and Zhongguo prayed for me as well, even went up to one of the Bethel guys and asked him to pray for me. Sadly nothing changed, I came expecting 100% but well life goes on...
Clarence passes me a nike desire wristband, Liane whom I haven't seen in quite a while passes me a bottle and a note, just before leaving the hawker Oli passes me a lollipop heh. Before leaving the sanctuary I had promised her I'll be back to visit now and then, and I'll make good my word...
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